11/12/2005

Went out for a class gathering to celebrate Robin n Gaowei bdae... Unfortunetly Gaowei is unable to make it as he is recall for work @ his company cos one of the server is died... Poor Gaowei.... As usual... becos i went with my classmates, kuangli,adrian and biling did not appear. Hahhaa. Juz my aura..... they cldnt stand it i guess... Anyway went to "No SIGNBOARD" @ geylang for dinner. Wonder y call no signboard when the freaking signboad is bigger than my flat. Anyway the food REALLY IS SO-SO only.... But the crab is nice. Each person pay ard 20 bucks for a really full meal. Quite worth it. @ least better than steamboat i guess. No need to work for food. Hahaha. Was quite disappointed @ the "spirit" that nite as some of them had OTs n can say is DRAG themselves to come for this gathering. GOOD WORK GUYS... They really made an effort to come down. Sorry ROBIN... din noe u didnt sleep the whole night. As for jerry, try not to drive if u really tired next time... its dangerous. And sorrie i cant drive for u cos i din drive a car for 2 yrs liaoz. I only got confidence in driving my URVAN ! hahaha. Went for KTV but i think our class really cannot make it for nite time activities. So maybe we can consider next time to meet early. Cos only GiGi and Mike sings for KTV session... And only Mike go clubbing... so our class shd consider wat huiming suggested. BOARD GAMES session. Like tat idea. GOOD CLEAN CHEAP fun..... :) so long guys... seeya all on SUNDAY for SOCCER !!!!

Friendship AND Relationship

Hi guys... i am back again... this time round juz to collect comments and views from u guys. I am having a class gathering again for a birthday of 2 of my poly frens. But some of those invited cannot make it. Cos they have to spend time with their gf/bf. I never had a gf b4(shame to admit it) n i believe i may do the same thing also. But i do wishes to know if all the people out there think the same way. Well ur bf/gf can be meeting up every day or every weekend for all i noe. But your poly fren meet like like 3-4 times a yr. Some more its a frens birthday. Doesnt it make it more important than juz meeting ur gf/bf ? Well maybe u meet ur gf/bf once a week only but do u think its possible to bring them along to ur fren BIRTHDAY celebration? I really wishes to know wat u guys will do and whats ur view on it ? Am i really the selfish one who never tasted love n thats y i feel that attending the gathering is more impt ? PLZ FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS N WANNA COMMENT... DONT TELL ME I THINK TOO MUCH AGAIN. thx.
I dun get the human metality @ times. Or does it prove that this grp of frens r worthless to u? Doesnt mind them if they r ard or not? Will only meet them juz for show ? I really wishes to know more abt wat u guys think... Cos sometimes this type of reaction will give a bad impression n leave a scar for a frenship? Well... thats for mi of coz....cos i am always thinking too much... hahaha
PLZ leave ur comments on this one guys....

"You think too much"

Well "you think too much" is a common reply i got from most people who read my post in here or my nick in msn... CAnt deny the fact that i do think too much @ times but how well does the people ard me noes abt my life ? Even the closest fren of mine doesnt even noe i repainted my room until a few days ago.... I appreciate them trying to calm me down by saying that. But some times i din think too much.... its the truth. Take this for example... i wrote "Y is everyone ignoring me" in my msn nick and some of my frens msg mi that i think too much... In any case they havent even ask mi wats wrong n they commented that i think too much... Well... i haf like 5 -6 "friends" of mine whom i try contacting via hp, sms,email, frendster mail for like 1-2yrs yet i got ZERO reply from them... Is that wat i call ignoring me? or i really think too much ? they r juz too busy to type a simple sms or email to reply me? Well guess people ard me really dunoe me well enough... Guess nobody in this world ever will. Cos even though i try to be as truthful as i can in my blog... i complain alot to some of my buddies... Yet there is still a big portion of me thats is bottled down.. HIDDEN from the world... that may be the reason y alot of people think they noe me but in fact i am NOT ME. I am juz another hyprocric who think he have alot of frens... Guess that one reason y i am losing so many "frens"....
I also realise a fact that wateva u can do for a friends doesnt really mean that wat he can do for u. The world is a unfair place. U can never get back 100% of wat u gave out. Best u get back 75%. Maybe its a one sided view from me but i do hope to see some comments from people who read my blog abt this thingy....
Well... i am kinda in a mess rite now... dun even noe wat i wanna write anymore... feel so fuddup n so worthless. I guess i am a attention seeking guy who really need alot of attention... Cant spend my day lazing ard with no companionship cos tat will kill mi... But @ the same time i cldnt get any "frens" to meet up... Seems like its only me who is the free one to accompany whoever need companionship whenever is needed n not the other way round... I always try to make frens for frens who need company or help. But guess when i needed it... None is available... They r juz plain busy i guess... i shdnt think too much. Its juz a coincidence that out of 10 times i ask they r busy 10 times.... Its juz another coincidence whenever i dun ask them out... they r very free,... HAHAHAA... THATS LIFE.... I am thinking too much....again....