Having Evil Tots.....

Wow... nearly half a YEAR since i last blogged...Well time flies... now i working in a new company... a better environment i would say.Having have a normal life rite now.

Gymming, working, sleeping, ps-ing and watching serial @ home is my life...
No more going out with frens... (cos i got no one to go out with really...)
No more hanging out with gerz.. (Dun think any ger wanna hang out with mi anyway)haha
Well juz my life...

Feel like blogging today cos i wanna write out my EVIL tot i had yesterdae...I was chatting with HER.. yes HER...She was having some hiccups on her road to marriage...and YES u guess it !!!Though i said and advise her against doing stupid things which i kinda guess she wont...but my heart betray me... Deep down i wish she will give him up...AND GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE.She told me "I don't understand why i didnt accepted you at that time. Maybe it was the timing, mood or the location..."In my heart i was thinking... is she regretting or having 2nd tots now... Maybe i can TRY again...Well... tats y i m here whining...cos its juz all my fantasy... there is no way she will ever accept me...I m too much of a loser...26 years of my life n i have no saving, no degree, no nutting...Who would wan anyone like me... sighz...

Well hopefully this can be my moltivation to excel in my current job. Get a degree and get more experience.maybe some day i can earn enuff $$$ to open up my own little biz...My ultimate dream is still to have my own little cozy cafe where i can mix my own cocktails and serve my fav tiramisu...hehee

Thx all for reading this blog.. Lets hope i will blog soon with good newz...
Wish me luck in forgetting HER and get a gf.... :)7 yrs and counting.... Lets hope i dun nid 10 yrs to get her over my life...