Friends or Free Helpdesk?

Juz receive a "sorry" letter from a virtual fren who think she offended me. A sorry letter that seems more like a scolding letter... Anyway i really wonder how many friends i have... 1. Alvin, 2.Weiting,3. ... Man cant really recall....
So many others juz contact mi only when they need help ! Other times even when they online they wun even send a simple hi... R they still consider friends ? Too bz to say a hi but when need something fist thing on the mind ... STOOPID FRANCIS confirm help one...
Being a nice guy is so hard @ times... Even though i try to be one.. i still get on people toes. Make people agitated... Even my pals cannot tahan mi anymore... Hereby saying SORRY to them... U shd noe who u guys r... I didnt meant to intridge into ur personal life. Juz tat i am a curious bastard n dun like to be suspended... I will try to ask less things next time and thx for ur understandings...
Wanted to start a new yr GOOD n Fresh but so many things happen... 1 month 2 weeks after i ORD n yet i m still jobless. Juz gotten 3 interviews out of 50+ resume i send out. Den got SACKED from a bloody part time job... Put in so much effort for the shop.. rearrange, sweep floor and even provide customer service tat is not my scoope. YET I WAS SACKED ! Others bochup n late everytime she keep. Hire new people but tat person only worked one day... I CLDNT STAND IT ! I DID NO WRONG !
Injuries piling up @ the start one the yr... Knee injury constant liaoz... no more pain like last time but my ankle injured again... And bloody hell i overstretch my arms n my shoulder seems stuck @ a certain angle... WORSE OF ALL when it rains my knees hurt !
Bought the bike but super no mood to cycle alone... Pick up badminton again n hopefully can play every friday even though my standard is like shit now...
Somemore everyday got to console a fren who is jobless, homeless soon and outta love... Console her yet she wun listen n keep asking qns i cant entertain... I m getting lost.. dunoe hwo to help her anymore. Keep asking mi out... i noe she is depress but my money is depleting FAST... I M JOBLESS n my insurance, my hp bills n my scv bills r piling up. Family member asking mi to find job like i not putting in effort. Muz i everyday put a newspaper on my armpit n walk the streets looking for job den they happy ? I every day use webby find job n send out @ least 3 resume everyday... NOT ENUFF MEHZ !
Friend ask mi free time go exercise... YES I NOE I M FAT N UGLY... really thx u guys r concern abt mi looks. But even when i am skinner i am ugly so makes no difference... N HOW TO EXERCISE.... lower half got knees n ankle injurys... upper body my shoulder injury... Jogging my back injury... i am juz like a cripple a 廢人!!!! Haiz... back to my SHELL liaoz... i juz got no communication skills.... rotten like fuck... i m beyond repair liaoz .... Bear with me or HATE ME or watever u wanna do... i m so tired... Back to my games....