MOOD SWING??? Nahz.... ITs juz ME !!!

y i always mood swing ?? y y y ??? well i come to realise its not mood swing i am having.... ITS JUZ ME !!!! There r things i hate n things i adore.... but y people ard me juz keep doing things i hate.... when the meter reaches hundred.. i explode n they think i am having a mood swing.... I am so tired...I am such a bastard.... I am such a lousy fren....

Was shopping with a close fren when i was branded an idiot by the fren when i commended on something that i find is normal but din realise is against the company rules.... Cant i be told wat the company requires... ? Y juz say i am a idiot so bluntly? Am i too happy go lucky in person that they think they can take mi for granted? that i have no feelings?

I hate people who dun keep on time n i mean ALWAYS... n my good fren keep testing my patience... He set the time to meet n he bloody hell is always late? If i am the one setting the time n he is late by a while its okie with me... but helll he set the time n he is late ALWAYS???? AM I SUCH a bastard to be piss off ?

I hate last min changes also... If u r sick or u dun feel like going anyway... juz tell mi straight in my face... i will be disappointed.... but at least i can find other people to accompany me... juz telling mi 15 mins before meet up ! what the helll..... Am i expected to go alone ? What the use of planning if nutting is to go according to plan?

I admit i am POOR but i aint no begger... y bother to pay for something if u not going to use it? issit outta pity for me a poor mother fucker NSF or issit a little compensation so u feel better not having to turn up?

Man.. i guess iam a real fucker.... First all my frens left me... den a ger i like scolded mi a bastard n a sicko... next a buddy called mi a idiot.... now... oh man.... i guess i am not cut out for PR.... i am better off alone n leaving in this virtual worlds ware i can do wat i wan n get wat i need.... i guess thats me.... a dreamer.....