Mixed Emotions ?

Yoz frens back again... this time round i am troubled by my own emotions or feelings....

Curious if anyone of u guys ever had this wierd feelings that ur close frens become like stranger n u find that stranger feels like frens instead? Ever realise that the world seems so fake and even close frens u claim u would die for can seem like stranger? Feeling of void and dun noe who u can depend on or trust ? Well i am kinda feeling this way and i haf a very strong feelings to avoid meeting my frens.... Dunoe wats wrong n wishes anyone who had similar experience to share wif mi ur insights. Instead i haf the urge to meet up wif frens who i had only met a few times only.... Am i going crazy due to the stress the society is giving me or issit due to the sleepless nights i have been having...... ??

By the way... i am also feeling very isolated rite now rite here. Even though i am back to the shift i wan... nutting feels rite. Even though i am with my buddies but they changed.... They haf become real slack... i cant work with them @ times.... Y did everyone become like ORDed mood. Dun everyone wan to ord without extras???? but from the way some of them r doing their duties.... seems like someone is bound to sign extraz.....

NEWS NEWS NEWS
HARTFORT is collapsing soon. 8 storeys of soil r loose now.... Juz need 2-3 more days of heavy rain n CAB will have a castrophere. Lets hope it happens so that the zero accident records can be reset again... Wahahaha. Wat a lame thing FDS is capable of... Seems like our officers are all so brainless.... Always spend $$$ on meaningless stuff like the kerb instead on our wellfare.... Now also heard new rumours that 50% of the new intake will be given to other bases... Well done ! CAB FDS is going to die... i will die laughing if that is real cos the manpower will not be sufficent to entertain the wishes of our officers.... THATS FOR SURE..... nutting else for mi on this issue... So long over and out ......