My life is a BITCH !

Well.... back here once more to grumble n biatch about my pathetic life.
Alot of people have been telling mi how they miss their NS life and how they wish they r back in ns... As for mi... i dun really think so.
First of all... i have FU*K UP commanders who don't fight for the welfare of their men which is US ! and only think for themselves. I have stoopid SGTs who LOVE to plan duty slots like 12-3am n 6-9am.... Wondered if they ever try doing it on their own... Its so freaking tiring to do 3hours n sleep for less than 2 hours n having to go for duty again.... They never get feedbacks from us on how our duty is... n which is the best slot.. They juz think they r the commanders n they KNOW IT ALL !
i say FU*K THEM ! I have been in this camp for a freaking 1 n 1/2 yrs n i can gurantee i know hell lot more things than they do. Can't they show us some respect ? So what if they r specs. They dun command our respect @ all. They know NUTS about the drills and r so freaking slow to react to situation. N worse of all as a specs they dun even know how to speak like a man in front of S3. When question... they juz mumble like a rat instead of speaking up confidently. How can a specs not know the drills well.... ???
As for our wonderful PCs... they r all going by the freaking book which is thicker than the whole set of encylcopedia put together. And when it comes down to welfare... I cant even see a page. All the commanders do is to go to EAST n watch TV eat sleep n tok cok. They dun even haf to man the pass office nowadays. And yet they keep on implementing stoopid stuff to eat into our resting time. How the hell they expect us to be vigilence in our work when we r not even properly rested ? For the seniors like me... our fatigue is not 2 days' fatigue. Our fatigue is build over the months.... When we were doing 2-1, 3-1 n 4-1... we din get enough rest n now we have this freaking standby... how on earth r we to recuperate ????? Well i guess the commander juz dun realise our fatigue as they only have to watch TV n sleep in camp. Oh i forgot they also have one more duty tat is to plan our detailing which in fact is jigsaw puzzle to them. See a slot, drop a name inside. Well detailings is OUT ...! Well even a kid can do tat now. Unlike our old specs who plan properly so tat each n everyone have enough REST REST REST !
5 more mths n i won't have to see those good for nothing specs. How i wish the time can fly. Those specs n PCS are really getting on my nerve. Prove to us your worth b4 u try to do any stunts. Dun juz use ur ranks... No one especially ME will be happy under u. I rather fight under a toilet cleaner than under ur leadership. Cos i noe u will send mi to my death. @ least its a BET with a toilet cleaner... Haiz.... I wish i din study so hard. DEn i could be gone in 2 mths time.
Other than book in and book out... i came to realise something. I havent been seeing my parents for ard 6weeks oreadi. n if i din rem wrongly... its about 4 mths since i last sat down to have a family meal. Well... look on the bright side.... I have new family in CHANGI AIR BASE . i have the crows as my brothers, the mabul as my younger brothers, the ants as my sisters and the crocaches as my cousins. Well isnt tat great ? Its always so big n happening during mealtimes. N now to forget our galfrens the MOSQUITOES who r really good. 24hrs stickly beside you never leaving u. Better than jap wives i tell u. Hahaha
well that will be all for my whining today... Catch you guys who read my lame blog again....